I am finally out for summer break!!!! I will miss all my students, but it is time for a break. Since the last time I blog, I am going full speed ahead in trying to be an international skin therapist. All that means is I have to take a test in September, but I am preparing now for that test. Hence,
I have not been on the blog. However, I do not know if I am truly myself these days, I have been feeling a little down on thinking too much. (LOL) I have a birthday coming up very soon, and I realize I am getting closer to forty. Guys, I feel a little anxious about that. Every year is a blessing, and I feel I have been full speed ahead on my life goals. Yet, I feel I should be happier in my personal life. I have never been a girl with a lot of friends, yet I thought I hit the jack pot with a couple of friends I met a few years back. I thought we would be friends forever;however, sometimes life can throw you a curve ball very fast. I just don't know how to pretend anymore that's life. I always dream on my wedding day I would have my girls beside me, and I would have them with me shopping for the dress, ( I am a southern girl, and don't care who knows it,) It's my blog, and I have a space for me to free on what I am thinking. I have sisters, friends from work/college, and a great childhood friend who I can count on. However, I don't have all my girls I have always dream of beside me. Sometimes it brings tears to my eyes that I won't have them to stand beside me on my wedding day. The only comfort I have is that I know God is a caring, and never let you suffer for too long on issues he can solve for you with severance to him, His love has me so thankful for what I do have in life. I have a great boyfriend, a wonderful Godmother who is my best friend, sisters, and friends who cherish me for who I am. Therefore, even if I am sad on what was, I try everyday to be happy on what I have. I feel it is best to voice your concerns, and let God do the rest. How can I be Shun Naturally if I did not feel this way? With that being said, I want each one of you all to do the same. It is okay to voice your concerns, but know we all have a purpose in this life. Bye for now!!!!!!
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